Punchered

You have been the best , doesn’t mean you’ll always be

You have topped the rest doesn’t mean you’ll conquer me

All promises are broken and I am to be blamed

All desires are murdered and i am to be framed

Still you not satisfied and now you want to leave

Love is now a curse where only I am left in grieve

And now that you are gone , nowhere I could find

left for me all the sadness and darkness behind

I see myself in mirror and cannot stop to cry

And feel the pain and fear no matter how bad I try.

Every time I close my eyes I feel you inside

As if you are laughing and standing beside

I force myself to sleep, at least once in a day

So that I can be with you, even its a dream you say

I know not when the day starts , I know when its night

I know not what is wrong anymore I know not what is right

I feel a sting in my heart and I feel it all the time

May be its the HOLE you caused from where u slipped outside

I live only on breath now, because my heart has stopped to pump

It hasn’t even spoken to me, since the moment it got dumped

I keep thinking all the time and I think what to think

Than I think it is useless no matter whatever I think

To forget you I make new friends , go out and explore

But that makes the matter worse, coz then I miss you all the more

I miss you in every face and I miss you in every smile

I miss your nonstop chatter when we go on drive for miles

I miss your hands on me when I wake up in the sun

I miss you tickle me, make faces and have fun

I miss the loves we made, I miss the fights we had

I miss every word you said, no matter good or bad

Don’t know what to say now , am clueless what to do

I use to think of us, but now all I think is YOU

Why did you do this to me, why did u leave me alone

When you knew this very well that I cannot live on my own

I regret what has happened, will buy back all those days

I’ll mortgage my life I swear just tell me the price to pay

My friends laugh at me, they say “Get up buddy, Move on”

But they don’t know that I am dead since the moment you were gone

Today I worry for you baby, that tomorrow I might be on my knees

But will you get anyone now, who will love you more that ME?